So my new job is awesome. I love it. I only wish I had been working there all year. the kids although, as a whole a pain in the butt, they still make me smile and glad to be there. It will make the rest of this semester go by all to quickly I am afriad, but it should altogether be a good time regaurdless.

I am anxiously awaiting a phone call from Littleton Co, praying that  i hear the words i have hoped for. Living in CO would be great fun and working for Abiding Hope would be TERRIFIC!!

So my computer crashed last night. Stink.

I have officailly checked out for the year, whic is bad. Between looking at places to work next year and thinking where i am going to be i had a lot on my mind... but i got a phone call today form my  slightly emotional, tempermental mother.... My family may not be moving to Flordia in June. Hmmm should i be excited? Well i am but it could be short lived excitment. I must wiat unti  January to know whether my fathers new position will continue to allow him to work from CO out of our home for a trial period. So we shall see if it works out. So... yay!

This does however complicate my summer plans. I know must live at home, and share a car with my sister which on its own creates too many issues to name. I am sd that i do not get to live in Denver with friends and enjoy some freedom away from my home and family. As much as i love them i am ready to NOT live at hoem anymore....

ahhh. home.

Oh how I have missed the smell, teh food and my sisters attitude. Once again i have aquired a cold. I keep praying that tomorrow I will feel better and that i dont sound ike a stuffed duck at my interview. I do not know how i feel about living in Denver again, and living here all alone with my family leaving in only a few short months. But I will just patiently awit where God places me. AbidingHopel looks like such an awesome church i cant wait to see it myself.

I am almost dreading returning to school. I hate it when people are angry with me, and hate it even more when what they are angry about NEVER happened. There are so many rumors floating around that involve me in a negitive way and i wish I knew how to set it all staraight and make people believe me. All i can do is pray that all will pass over.

Nap time before i go pack my room, a depressing task at that.

12:53 am

I strongly dislike drunk assholes.

No money for gas to go to my church

One bright side to my weekend: I got a job interview in Denver over spring break! Very exciting.

work..

homework...

15 more days until i leave for CO! Yaya, Penny, Adam and I have a great trip planned and we will have loads of fun!Garden of the Gods, malls, mountains, boulder and Bethany are all calling my name... not to mention the cleaning out of my basement to do a lil "shopping" for my future apartement (shh dont tell anyone thats still a year away )

Adam is finally 21, i now can go to the bar with the love of my life. I have no longer have to sit and watch movies on a friday night if i dont want to...we can leave the dorms on the weekend...

hmmm i need to write too papers this weekend, anyone want to help me out?? didnt think so.

i am wondering if anyone looks at my xange i am beginning to doubt. maybe i wont waste my time by writng here anymore